Stressed

So a couple of weekends ago I planted a tree in my backyard. The poor thing is not doing too well. The leaves are changing color, though none have fallen. I am thinking I am going to return it and get another one. I really hate that because it was the prettiest one that they had. Ugh... I am also thinking about just making the whole bigger and mixing the dirt that is in there with spagnum peat, getting one of those water rings and giving it some time... I am not sure what to do. Guess I will figure it out when I go to the garden center tomorrow to see what they have - I really want this variety of tree. It is a Serviceberry - Autumn Brilliance.

On to my own stresses over this whole two week wait. Every little flutter, every little pain I wonder if that is a sign. It's enough to drive someone over the edge. Today is 8dpiui - I have had pain in my left ovary (which is the one that did all of the work and provided 3 follies) along with cramps in my abdomen. Implantation??? or AF???? It didn't help that I didn't do anything today either but sit around and analyze everything.

Wow this is kind of gripe session post this evening... Hopefully working in the yard tomorrow will get me out of the funk that I am in.