Stressed

So a couple of weekends ago I planted a tree in my backyard. The poor thing is not doing too well. The leaves are changing color, though none have fallen. I am thinking I am going to return it and get another one. I really hate that because it was the prettiest one that they had. Ugh... I am also thinking about just making the whole bigger and mixing the dirt that is in there with spagnum peat, getting one of those water rings and giving it some time... I am not sure what to do. Guess I will figure it out when I go to the garden center tomorrow to see what they have - I really want this variety of tree. It is a Serviceberry - Autumn Brilliance.

On to my own stresses over this whole two week wait. Every little flutter, every little pain I wonder if that is a sign. It's enough to drive someone over the edge. Today is 8dpiui - I have had pain in my left ovary (which is the one that did all of the work and provided 3 follies) along with cramps in my abdomen. Implantation??? or AF???? It didn't help that I didn't do anything today either but sit around and analyze everything.

Wow this is kind of gripe session post this evening... Hopefully working in the yard tomorrow will get me out of the funk that I am in.

First Blog

Wow! My first blog and first entry...

Let me introduce myself. My name is Diane, I am 37 and have two fur-babies. I am currently in the process of trying to conceive a baby via IUI. Today is 7 dpiui (days past iui); I went had my P4 test, but I didn't hear back from the doctor. I tried to get to the lab first thing the morning but I overslept and didn't make it - so I went at lunch. Could be the results didn't get there in time. Anyway, so I am waiting to hear back the results on that.

I have a few symptoms but not much and mostly due to the progesterone suppositories that I have to do.

So I am one week into the horrid TWW and hoping this is the one. Technically this is IUI#2, but the 1st one was two years ago and then I changed jobs and then laid off. But good news is, better insurance - YAY!

So like I said I am new to this whole blogging thing and look forward to being able to write/type my happenings and hoping for a BFP next week...